I am trying to forget you, Its not gonna be easy, for everything i see, smell or hear reminds me of you. When I ask myself "are you sad for loosing him" i just tell myself over and over again " you cant be sad for loosing something you never had." The hole time we were together, I kept getting hints that you really had not interest in me any more. But i refussed to acknoledge them. Deep down I knew that you would bring me a couple weeks of a full and loving heart and then in seconds bring me months of heartacks. You have no idea on what kind of impact you had on me. But in the end you played me!
