Tears

by Catalina   Jun 17, 2005


When you saw a tear running down my cheek...you worried.
You asked me what was wrong.
I did not answer you.
I never wanted you to see me cry.
I never wanted you to see me sad.
But that day, I could not take it anymore.
I walked slowly behind you.
With my head down.
With my hair on my face.
With the tear on my cheek.
I followed you out the door...
I sat down on the bench...trying to hide my tears.
I could not wait any longer.
I wanted to go home, and cry my eyes out.
But you sat next to me...I just wanted you to leave me alone.
I just wanted you to go away.
My head was still down...I guess it did not work.
You noticed my tears.
You noticed my sadness.
You asked me what was wrong.
I gave you a dirty look, and walked away.
You called out my name.
I stood there frozen.
You walked by my side.
I wished that you were gone.
The tears still runned down my cheeks.
My head was still down.
You started joking with me.
Like that would help, but I just gave you a mean and nasty look.
I walked away slowly.
I walked home silently.
I left you wondering, and worried.
I was so furious.
Not at you though.
Then...I walked pass a tree, and suddenly.
I had forgotten what I was mad at.
Then the anger came back...I was mad at myself.
I was mad at myself for being mean to you.
You were my friend...you were just trying to help.
I wondered if you would hate me?
My hatred went to me, and my heart ached.
It ached like it never had before.
It ached like if I wanted to die.
I knew I could only do one thing....
I somehow had the guts to call you.
I somehow...apologized.
I somehow talked to you.
I realized...you were just a friend that wanted to help.
I talked to you, and you comforted me.
You calmed me down.
You listened to me.You were my friend.
I will always be yours!

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