The Urge

I think i have the urges under control,
The urges to feel pain,

When i am alone up in my room,
Temptation comes over me,

I feel the urge to have a knife caress my skin,
I try to say no,
I try to stop,

But the urge comes over me,
The urge to feel the sweet pain,
That haunts me in my dreams.

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