A change in who i am: down hell's path agian

As the emptiness is whats left
i fell numb inside
i want to let go
and i all want to hide

i keep my feelings inside
crying when I'm alone
it seems like forever
when your emotions arn't shown

forever will i seek
for my pride to come back
i want to let it fall behind
but love is what i lack

i hate myself and who i am
i kill myself inside because they don't know
i cant see me in ten years
cause im not worth it

i cut my skin open
just to let myself know
I'm not worth a single dime
and never will i glow

i tear my self up inside
bringing me down
i don't care what they say
cause they wont see me without a frown

i don't know why i let myself get this way
but its not who i used to be
I'm dark and depressed
and i don't know what will set me free

maybe this or that
if i changed who i am
i just cant feel myself inside
I'm nothing like i was