3 years wasted

So here it is
3 years of my life wasted
On something that could not be

I never realized until now
That i wasn't it for you
You told me in so many ways
But i never saw

All the letters you wrote
They were just words
They never meant a thing
You just wanted to keep me with in reach

You thought you could have it all
The best of it
The best of both worlds
And i realized thats not what i want

Now its time for reality
And since you already picked him over me
Guess all we can do is say goodbye
To something that can never be

You won't realize until I'm gone
What you really had
And now that i am
We need to move on

If i don't ill be living in a dream
That just will never be
And i can't do that

I'm sorry i have to hurt you like this
But you're killing me inside
And if i stay here i know I'm gonna cry
For the rest of my life

I can't live a lie and thats what I've been doing so now i have to say goodbye

Goodbye I'm not good at
So maybe I'll just leave
You've done it enough
Now you will see
What you put me through

So its finally time to listen to everyone
And never come back