I Can Not Say...

I can not say I hate my life
For you are my life

I can not say I will not live
… my life already left me

I can not say I will miss you,
You are living in my heart

I can not say I won’t see you again
For Every night it’s you I go
Through thinking of…

I can not say I want you
For once I had you

Neither do I need you
I’m living on all the traces
And bases of you

I can not say I will not move on
or that I'm weak
Because it’s the pain
That’ll make me strong.

You won’t see me cry for
It’s in the inside my emotions
Storm, my heart aches it
Cries

I can not say I love you,

…you already know