My heart as though it's in my throat,
My hands shake like an earthquake in disguise,
My head hurts as if I was smacked with a hammer,
My stomach flutters like it's full of little butterflies,
My feelings are so muddled,
My thoughts so misleading,
My family don't see,
My friends make things confusing,
My boyfriend thinks everything with me is perfect,
My life has me on my knees,
My world is spinning, drifting away,
My happiness left in the breeze,
My smile has faded to just a mirage,
My eyes no longer show light,
My understanding of life dissipated,
My future is a mystery in the night,
My love never did it fade,
My love has always shone bright,
My love will never dissipate,
It's the one thing I trust to last all my life.
