Forbidden Desire

I love how you make me laugh
when i don't even want to smile.
We flirt uncontrollably,
but only for a while.

Then you go to her
to make her feel adored.
But i know somewhere inside
its me that your longing for.

I could never share my feelings,
they would only cause destruction.
she - being my best friend
you - being my seduction

~*its short but it's how i feel....i don't know what to do please comment advice