A Nightmare or a secret forever unmasked?

To Dave, something I don't think I could ever tell you...its here knowing your never read it...

I promise I wouldn't
It happened.
So unexpectaily did our lips meet
It wasn't just a hug and greet
It was something more
You weren't there
With you not being there, I could not bear
The frustration I hid under the cover of my face

To tell you...
Is a nightmare waiting to explode
To not tell you...
Is a secret forever unmasked