F**k you dad! theres no going back!

This isn’t a note to say hello
And that I miss you
Coz I don’t!
This is a reminder of how
You hurt me so bad
Ova and ova again
And all the pain u caused
I didn’t tell you
But I will now
Before you go.

Can you remember how you scarred me?
Don’t forget my bro and sis!
No you wouldn’t would ya
Coz you were drunk and pissed

Well there’s only one thing to say
I’ve waited for too long
You’ve played me
Did you enjoy it?
Yea I think you did.
It wasn’t me speaking my mind
Mum made it for me
That’s what you thought
Well f**k you
I don’t need a dad
I’ve come this far without one
What makes you think I would want to turn back!

You’ve had your say
All this time
My throats sore
Trying to shout over your opinions
Well heres mine.
I think you’re wrong
And have been all the time
But I didn’t tell you.
You’re my dad I’m supposed to love you
Supposed to respect you
But aren’t you supposed to do that too.
Im your kid
There’s three of us
But you don’t care
You’re the king.
In your mind anyway.
You’ve torn me apart
So many times
I’ve lost bits of me
That I now cant find
My heart aches
When I cant express myself
But you wouldn’t know that feeling
All I hear is you voice.
I cry myself to sleep
All the pain you’ve caused
And the worst of all
Is that you don’t know and you don’t care
Do ya dad
Or should I say Dennis
You’re not anything to me anymore
So runaway
I don’t care

So no this isn’t a note to say hello
Or to say how I love you so much
Coz I don’t. infact,
I hate your guts

~ to everyone that reads this poem, i know it may not rhyme all the way through, but its a very personal poem that explains my feelings. i would love it if you voted and commented, but if you dont like it dont send me a lame comment~