"You don't need to be scared.
I loved you before we even went out,
I prayed for the day you loved me back.
You mean EVERYTHING to me."
Everything obviously isn't enough,
Cause I'm scared yet again and I can't stop,
I'm the one praying for you to love me,
You're the one who means EVERYTHING to ME,
Its been a long time since you wrote me those words,
And I know them off by heart,
When you sent me that message,
I thought you'd sent me your soul,
I thought we'd always be together,
Somehow I thought you'd always know,
How I felt about you,
And how you felt about me,
I could have been so sure it would last forever,
That we'd always be a "WE",
To you everything can't mean much,
Or is it I'm just not your everything ANYMORE,
To be truthful my heads a mess,
NOTHING but BAD runs through my thoughts,
To be honest my hearts always true,
NOTHING runs through my heart but feelings for YOU,
I can be surrounded by my friends and still I feel alone,
Thinking of you away from me at your home,
I've begged my heart to stop hurting,
Pleaded with my head to not think,
Cried to my pillow of all the pain,
Right now I'm on the brink,
If I sink any lower I think we'll end,
Now longer will I be able to play happy,
Pretend NOTHING in my life is WRONG,
I'll break this hold you have over me,
I'll leave and never return,
I'm weak and I can't do that right now,
But someday if I keep feeling this way I truly will,
Unless you make some kind of effort,
It will finally be an end,
My fake smiles and happy faces will fade,
It'll draw an end to my whole facade.
