My suicide letter

Ok here it is,my suicide letter

The thoughts in my head are getting no better

Im sorry to do this but I cant take the pain

Im sick of being the girl whos insane

But nothing has changed babe, I love you still

I always have,so much,and i always will

You gve me so many reasons to carry on

You were my strength when my own strength was gone

I want to say thankyou for always being there

when life was far to difficult to bear

You held onto my hand,didnt let me slip or fall

I need you to know this isnt your fault at all

Its the pain from my past and my thoughts,I dunno what to do

I would have gone years ago if it wasnt for you

You gave me a chance to see happiness before I had to leave

I hope you live a happy life,I know you\'ll go far,so much to achieve

I mean it,you are the most wonderful person I have met

So beautiful and precious,you just dont realise it yet

Everything Im saying here babe,is from the bottom of my heart

The clock is ticking on now,its time for me to depart

I have never in my life felt so much desparation

to be free from pain,to head for this final destination

Im sorry for all the bad times,the times I made you cry

I hope this letter has explained it all,and you arent left wondering why

Ive taken all the pills now,Im feeling kinda weak

I cut across my wrists and Im watching the blood leak

Rushing from my wrists,a gushing river of red

Staining all the blankets and sheets upon my bed

Holding a loaded gunn in my hand

thinking of stuff I cant understand

I pull the blade across my wrists again to make my wounds bigger

Then I hold the gun to my chest and quickly pull the trigger

This life is over now...and I am gone

I hope you remember us,the good times,as you live on