Rainclouds of truth(kinda a story)

It was raining, a storm was coming in. The sound of thunder in the distance was to be heard but I sat there just thinking about him, when will I let him go? When will these thoughts of him cease to be? When will I no longer see him in my dreams? But at the same time I could not help but love the feeling that I have, and I never want this to stop. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of his car. I looked out the window to see what it was and I saw him walking to the back of the house. I ran out the back door and with in a minute I was soaked.
“What are you doing here?”
“I wanted to see you and maybe talk?”
“About what?”
“I don’t know, I….” there was silence but the thought was on the tip of his tongue.
“You what?” I had to know what he was thinking what could be so hard to tell me?
“I was thinking about everything and how hurt you were after I broke up with you. I’m sorry, I’m an ass I should have done this a long time ago.”
“Why do you suddenly care? For six months I could barley get a hello from you or even get you to look at me, then the last 2 months we have been talking and hanging out like nothing ever happened. So tell me why do you suddenly care about me?!”
“Because I love you!”
Tears were rolling down my face but you couldn’t tell because of all the rain but you could hear it in my voice.
“You said you loved me along time ago and you left me for the girl that ripped your heart out and back stabbed you. And now you want to tell me you love me?!"
“I’m sorry! I was an idiot and I regret hurting you like I did. But I shouldn’t have ever left you.”
My head was down so he could not see my tears, but I didn’t care any more. Slowly i lifted my head and said
“Show me”
“Show you what?”
“Show me you love me.” We stared into each others eyes, his filled with sorrow and mine with anger and hurt. With out even realizing what had happened we kissed. I lost my self in him, in that moment all I knew was that feeling was back again but it was stronger than it had ever been