Still alive

It\\\'s been a long hard road without you by my side, why weren\\\'t you there the nights that i cried, you broke my fcuking heart, you broke my feelings inside it\\\'s not okay but i\\\'m alright, and i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes but those are just some long lost memories inside, i\\\'ve spent so many days learning how to survive, so im writing this to let you know im still alive