Your all i want

As the tears run down my cheeks,
I think to myself and pray.
That one day you will realize,
What its like to feel this way.
It feels as if my life is over,
There's nothing worth living for.
There's only one thing that I want,
And I'd never again ask for more.
I just wanna hold you,
And never let you go.
Just want you to love me,
But you just don't know.
The pain you've brought upon my life,
The confusion, the anger, the fear.
I thought everything was perfect,
Never thought the end was near.
So here I lay with a million questions,
In loneliness as I cry.
And theres nothin I can do nomore,
But sit around wonderin why.