But does he miss me or no??

Why cant i remember what he looks like?
why cant i remember his smile?
why cant i remember the night i found out he was dead?
why cant i remember what he always said?
why did he have to leave?
why is God punishing me?
i just don't know why it had to be his time to leave?
he had a family, 2 kids and a wife
we all were together it was quite nice
but now he is gone
and i cant remember hardly a thing
i miss my daddy,
but does he miss me???
i long for an answer
did he want to go?
was it his choice?
or did he want to say no?
does he care that moms moved on?
does he care my brothers gone?
does he know i cant go on?
with out knowing
does he know i still care?
does he know I'm still here?
I'm waiting on an answer
i would just like to know
cuz i miss my daddy
but does he miss me or no??

please tell me what u think i really would like to know it means alot thanks!!