We're changing,
Our relationship turning dull,
Barely seeing you,
I'm going through hell,
I'm trying to tell you all of how I'm feeling inside,
Trying to show you I mean no harm,
All I want is to feel happy and know that I am loved not charmed,
I want to tell you everything,
Every tiny feeling I get deep inside,
Every little detail of my thoughts,
To explain to you so you understand what's going through my mind,
I tried the other day,
But I couldn't speak,
The only thing I could do,
Was attempt to hide the tears running down my cheek,
To try to stop you worrying,
I couldn't hold them in,
They flooded out the gates,
And now you think you know my secret within,
But that's only one piece,
I don't know why I feel how I do,
I wish I didn't cry,
And I do my best to yield the tears when I'm with you,
The pressure is building up inside,
Pushing on my heart,
But I'm keeping it in with my pride,
I just want you to be happy, to last,
To love me for me,
Not to fear and feel like I do,
But for you to look at me,
Like I look at you,
You don't though,
And I'm not sure you ever will,
When you looked at me to tell me you love me,
I looked in your eyes and saw nothing full,
I saw an empty gift of love,
To protect me from the truth,
To keep me holding on,
To the one thing I couldn't bare to lose,
When we're alone,
You show your love through touch,
And believe it or not I think you're true,
But is it truly love as such,
Why when we're else where,
I feel that I'm the only one in love,
You don't look at me the same around others,
Don't seem to fit with me like a glove,
Are you ashamed of me?
Or have you finally had enough?
One day a week satisfies your needs I guess,
Or maybe dealing with me is too tough?
I know I've asked a lot of you,
But I've also given a lot of me,
I've attempted to let you go,
So we can both be free,
But no matter how much I try,
I think I'm getting better, letting go then something gets hold of me again,
Gripping my heart, it's unbreakable,
Is it for real or just a game?
I really need to know what's in your heart,
What you truly feel when we're apart,
I'm obviously not missed,
I know that much,
But why don't you miss me,
Miss my voice, my love, my touch,
Am I honestly who you want forever?
Am I enough?
