I Can\'t Help It

If I told you it one more time
I'm not sure you'd care
But I can think of nothing worse
Than you not being there

If love conquers the world
Then why am I still trying?
My broken heart tends to bleed
And through it all I'm crying

Sometimes I stare too long
It just means I've been reminded
I might cry over the littlest things
It just means my happiness is blinded

I told you of my sad story
I told you of how I grieved
So why do you keep pushing
There's no heart on my sleeve

Why do you get so angry
Why does it have to be so rough
How come, through it all,
I can't be anymore tough

Make me feel a little worse
And I'll go over the edge
Because it's like a little push
Till I'm off the ledge

I wish you could understand
Just a little more
Maybe then you'd realize
I really am a wh0re

I don't need you to wipe my tears away
Especially if they were created by you
I don't need a kiss on the cheek
There's nothing you could do

Because I'm not so sure you love me
Even if you say it's true
I can't really help how I am
Even if I love you too