You said so many lies

You sat me on your bed
You whispered words I couldn't hear
All I heard was 'beautiful' and 'years'
Little did I know
You cared the most for me
The one I thought the least about
And now I cannot speak

You once told me 'I love you'
You once said you'd never let me go
You once called me your best friend
What was that to show

You told me you would comfort me
Chase away my fears
Now I wonder what to do
As the pain nears

I feel so hurting
I just want to die
How was I to know you loved me
But as well you were the one to make me cry

You were my peace,
You became my desire,
You filled my eyes with passion,
Lit my soul like fire,

Now I have to fall at your defeat,
The person you loved altogether
Now I don't remember your thousand words...
And the last one 'forever'

You always called me beautiful
You said I was a wonderful girl
You promised me everything
I thought I was the luckiest babe in the world

I wanted to go with you to the moon
I wanted to see you cry
Now the one who promised to marry me soon
Tears my wings so I can't fly

I thought when you said beautiful
You meant that I was worth it
Now all my hopes are just half-full
And I just want to quit

I just wanted to know this last thing
Was I entirely beautiful?
You said you cared about me even though I didn't care about myself
But now... my heart is woundful.

Beautiful is nothing
Now that I think of you
The guy that called me 'best friend'
Who even knew

That the one I thought of lessly
Turned into the one I cared
I now call you my best friend
But unlike me,you're never there