Theres a part of me that says i should forget about you
but theres another part of me that says there might still be a chance
i know that i should listen to the part of me that says to let you go
but i just cant
you meant so much to me and you always will
you were my first of so many things
how can i forget my first love?
my friends always tell me that you're not worth it and that you're stupid for breaking my heart
but they don't understand how i feel for you
my love for you was true
and when you broke up with me
you made me cry and my heart was broken into a million pieces
i think about you every moment and wish that there was still a chance for us
but i know that you don't feel that way for me anymore
because when i see you
you don't look at me the same way and you barely talk to me
its not the same as before and it never will
but if i was brave i would walk up to you and ask you why did you do
that to me
and i would tell you how i truly feel for you
but i know that ill never be able to do that
so ill just always keep it to myself
and maybe someday you'll understand how i feel for you
