Knowing

As I stand here staring into those
dark brown eyes I feel so unstoppable
inside.

Knowing you were always there for me

Knowing that you may have actually loved me

Knowing that there was always something wrong
behind your smile

Knowing that we made it this far and wished we could
have made it farther

Now if I could go back in time and take back all the
bad things I said and not start any fights and love you
like I was going to die tomorrow

would we still be were we are now ?
or would we still be deeply in love ?

I guess some questions can’t be answered