Jessie

I hate you so much,
even if it's not true,
I hate that you left me here,
I hate that you won't hear me out,
What did I ever do to you?

Does she know that you were with me?,
Do you remember what it's like to be held by someone that
acctually wanted you?,
I'm sure she says she loves you,
I'm sure you say it too,
But her love but her love will never equal up to mine.

I know I screwed up,
I know it's my fault,
No matter what I do,
I'm still the one who tore us apart,
I've tried to make it better,
But no matter what I do,
I'm still dirt to you.

I've ruined it for myself,
My one chance for true happiness,
And I flushed it down the toilet,
How could I be so stupid?,
So blind to what was going to happen,
I screwed up,
We both know it's true,
I just wish you could see,
What you mean to me.

You smile is uplifting,
Your eyes make me want to cry,
Your spirit can make me fly,
You are all I've ever wanted,
To bad I screwed you over