Since You Went Away

Since you been gone I find myself sad
The emptiness is the worst feeling I ever had
Since your not in my life anymore
My heart is ripping and it just now tore
Since you went away I cry every night
All I think about was what didn't I do right
Since there isn't a you and I
There is nothing to live for I want to die
Since you don't call me everyday
There isn't much to talk about nothing to say
Since I don't hear your voice on the phone
I feel so lonely I feel all alone
Since your not here I think about you more then before
Everyday I miss you a little more
Since I don't feel your touch on my skin
Its impossible to be happy or show the slightest grin
Since I cant have knowing that you will be there
Its hard to think that you really ever cared
Since I cant tell you my problems or my feelings
Nothing can make me better no more healings
Since you were in my life I found myself to smile
And I didn't write my sad poems in a while
Since you been gone I went back to my old thing
Crying almost every night and the usual cutting
Since you aren't here with me
Happiness isn't a possibility

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