I wanna leave This F...ing World

Barely alive
My heart was ripped out
I won’t replace my heart
I just can’t do it again
Tears on the paper that I right now write
Fears, you can not imagine
Yelling to myself over and over again:
“WHY?? Please change up your mind”
But I know you won’t and can’t do that
My heart is crying for your love
My eyes are crying from the pain in my heart
You f...ed up my mind!
Can take it no more
I wanna leave this world
IN ONE TIME!!
No one will rescue me
GET LOSED!!
Leave me alone!
No one can help me
I have to pick myself back up
Piece by piece,
Tear by tear, Fear by fear
Liar by liar, Hate by hate
Love by love
I can’t take it no more
I’m going to end my life
Right now, right here!
My heart is one black hole
With full of hate
Hate of you!
Running away from my problems won’t help
So I laugh in there face, I look the death right between the eyes
Scratch my arm with the text:
“This one is for you” and than a big, deep slice in my wrist
They gonna learn it for playing me like this
F...ING PEOPLE!!