Lies and Attacks

I hate you
for what u did
all my words are true
today i wish one of us were dead.
how could you blame me?
considering I was the mistake you made.
how can I get you to see?
what was I to you? Some sorta trade?
a kiss for a kiss?
a tear for a tear?
you leave me like this..
left with my biggest fear.
to think you were Prince Charming
leaves my mind.
though my heart keeps reminding
at one point I wanted you by my side.
you never loved me
I guess I knew it all along.
it'll end, like it's suppose to be
we must not belong.
you ripped my heart
tore it to shreds.
left me torn apart
memories of you pretending, invade my head.
somehow i still want you to know
that my feelings for you were real.
my heart took a blow
I'm wrong, maybe without you I can't deal.
this is harder then I thought
I keep fighting my tears back.
my heart and soul feel like an empty lot
I feel numb to loves lies and attacks!