I wish I could tell you every thing that I want too but it is hard to do in a letter, but you can not look at me in the eyes and tell me why you did all this, and I can not look at you in the eyes every again because you will not let me.
Do you know what it is like to have nothing and to be nothing. I have no way to find a car I have no way to look for a place to live. So can you please tell me what I am to do, you said that you would always be there for me and you are not here when I really need you, but I needed you before and you were not there for me, like when I was in the hospital, when my hand was hurt, when the house burnt down, and when I sat here and cried for you. Do you know what it is like for your husband or I guess I have to say ex-husband treat you like scum or lower that scum when all you tried to do is to keep what you had and love so much. And for them to just turn there back on you for no reason so they say. Do you know what it is like to love someone and then they just walk right out the door for no reason so they say. Do you know what it is like for some one to tell you there feelings that they did wrong by leavening you and then fill for a devoice. Do you what it feels like for some one to drive you crazy and there is nothing you can do about it, because you are nothing more that trash and scum to them and a nothing and a let down. Do you know what it is like for some one to tell you that you are crazy, knowing that they put you there because you did not what to loss your one true love. There is so much more but you don’t care and can not look at me in the eyes to hear it or let me say it.
