If you weren't there.

If you weren't there,
I don't know what I would have done.
I think that this battle may have beat me.
It could have won.
I am so glad you there the way that you were.
It helped me so much and made me realize I do not want to die.
And this I know for sure.
Hearing you cry was the worst thing in the world.
It felt like I was the worst person on this earth.
I love you girl and you helped me so much.
Even if you weren't here for me to touch.
You say you wish you were here to hold my hand.
But girl you just don't understand.
You were here with me in my heart.
I know I couldn't see you but you have been here from the start.
You were there when I did it and I could hear your voice
asking me to stop and make the right choice.
But I didn't listen like I should have.
Then I wouldn't feel so bad.
Brooke you were right by my side holding my hand.
Thank you so much because now I know together we will always stand.
If you weren't there girl I could be gone.
Thank you so much for helping me stay strong...

This is dedicated to the best friend anyone could ever have. Brooke I love you girl and you have no idea how much you helped me. Thank you girl...