A Letter To You

I don’t even know where to begin. There is so much to be said that if I were to label it with one word it couldn't be done because no one word is expressive enough to describe the way I feel. I’ve waited so long to be able to tell you and I’m afraid the moment has passed me by. Still I wish to try.

Every time our eyes meet I completely fall apart. I want you to know me, know me by my heart. I never can think of what to do. I always want to talk to you, but I’m scared; scared that you’ll reject me without giving me a fair shot. I’d give everything to you, everything I’ve got. I just want one moment for you to really see me. And if you do not like me, then please just let me be.

Don’t try to pretend to be something that you’re not. I want you for you, not because you’re hot. People have told me, “You shouldn’t go for that guy," but it kills me every time when we say our goodbyes. It’s difficult to watch you walk away, because for some reason inside I always want you to stay.

I see in you what no one else would ever see. Simply because they were only looking. Inside you I have found that perfect guy that I know you are, and even though it’s not been that long, I’ll wait on you forever. In the short time that I have known you I’ve come to understand you pretty well but it’s just not fair that on my feelings I must dwell.

My first impression of you was a very strong one in my mind. Now all I have to do is see what else that I can find. You seem to me like the kind of guy who wouldn’t let anything get in the way of something that he wanted. And for some odd reason that comforts me inside.

You’re not my usual type, but then again do I even have a type? You’re everything to me. No matter how short or tall, skinny or fat, hot or not, smart or funny. Nothing matters any more, because it’s all you that I adore.

When our eyes are interlocked and our smiles we share, it sends a feeling to my heart that maybe you might care. I had hopes for the future that we could be together. That maybe our love could last and withhold through any weather.

The first time this happened I was completely shocked. Everything happened, my heart you’d unlocked. I turned to watch you walk away, thinking that was the end and you would never come back to stay. I turned anticipating you walking out of my life, but taking the second glance, made me realize I had a chance.

When I turned to look at you walk on by, I saw that you too were leaving with a sigh. But then again our eyes they met and once again gave me hopes for a future well set. “The first time I saw you I knew it was true, that I would love you forever and that’s what I’ll do,” if only you’d give me just one chance.

This is all I’m asking, just a chance with you. I’ve opened up my heart and let you come in. I’ve shown you the inside and that I’m willing to try for love. Everywhere I turn it’s you I’m thinking of. So just this once will you please let your guard down? Because without you in my life I will forever frown.

Just one chance, that’s all I’m asking for.
All it takes is two white roses.

Sincerely,
Anonymous