my dad died.. i know how you feel, and im sorry you had to go through it! i knew my dad was going to die (as he had cancer) but the thing i didnt get to do was to say goodbye! i know that you would have wanted to say that goodbye more than anything! cause thats what i wanted! you shouldnt feel down about yourself and asking your mum for an appologie you should be happy that you know she loved you no matter if you were fighting! i know its hard for me to say be happy! im not saying not to cry if you dont cry you could get hurt! but love your mum just as much as you can and she will always be with you! forever!
love always britt x x x