I'm scared for you.
I'm scared for me.
I'm scared for us.
You say it will be ok.
But I can't help but think that it will turn for the worse.
I don't want to lose you.
Again.
But you tell me that you will only be gone for a little while.
I don't want you to ever be gone.
I'm scared to think what will happen without you here with me.
I'm scared that you may never come back.
And oh how that will kill me inside.