Dear Diary (3)

Dear Diary,

I can't take this. I try so hard to get over last year's romance. He's always on my mind, and it's been so long. I got so hurt and couldn't trust anyone else with my heart. It was ripped apart and shred into pieces. Then I find a boy, who's been through the same as me, has had his heart torn as well. We were both looking for the same things, and were so perfect for each other.

I thought I was ready for love again, and took a chance, and give him my already ripped up heart, and trusted him with it. He was the first boy who ever said he loved me and might have meant it. I thought I'd be with him for a long time, and we could be happy together. We wouldn't hurt each other because we both knew how much that hurt.

He said I could trust him, that I could love him, and he'd love me back, and never hurt me. I hardly knew him though, but I felt so close to him, like I've known him forever. But he did hurt me, he broke up with me after everything he said. I wonder if he was lying or not, I wonder if I was lying to myself this whole time.

I give up on love. I've only experienced it twice, but both times I ended up heart broken. There's no point to it, cause in the end, you're just gonna be hurt. And right now even though I might not be taken, my heart is for now. I hope I can get over this one faster than last time.

Love,
Your broken hearted perfection