It starts again

It starts again

So cold and hollow I hate this life
I hate this world, where’s my knife
To cut my veins and start again
Just so I can’t feel the pain
There is no more caring no more pride
It’s back to thoughts of suicide
The pictures in my head
Make me wish that I was dead
No more family, no more friends
So much pain it never ends
I can’t take it, it drives me insane
And just when I feel better it starts again