Watching you

i'm heere
rach get on chatno better yet write back on here then we can get on chat
luv ur very confused !*!Bee!*!

bee bee? r u there

hey are you on like right now we can talk throght this if you are,any way i know your right well almost(I can't have tim)*sigh......*dreams of tim.....well I know we should be satisfied, but hey babes we can't help it if we're hot,and it's not all looks that turn them on,Imean look how many pretty girls go to our school,its our personality that attracts them.I f only I could have the one i want,i could love him if he would let me,damn it i'll talk to him forever and it seems like i can't wait to hear from him when he goes,i know its sad but i just can't get over him,i usual don't let myself fall in love but i think against my will its happening,i just wish he could feel the same.
!*!Bee!*!

yeah i know we can be that way some times and i feel bad.
but don't wrry, this was about someone i couldn't have. i just hate that feeling u know? we have so many who love us britt but for some reason that doesn't satisfy us, i'm always pushing it, i always want just a little bit more. we should just settle and appritiate all we have *cough-tim-cory-torrey-julian-peter-and-every-other-fricken-guy-in-our-grade-who-knows-we-are-too-hot-for-them-but-cant-help-lookin-cough-AHEM!!!!*
yeah, i know too much, im lame but whadda ya gonna do?
thanx for understanding.
love as always,
RaChEl*

I like that but ya know I feel kinda bad cause it seem like we make some of our friends feel that way,like the guy they want they can't have because he's busy after us.............anyway i been in that posion*coughtimtimtimcough* so don't feel bad I'll be back from vaca soon and i'll tell you of my missories