Dream man

Nothing seems to be alright
I lost the one thing i held tite
No way that i can breath again
sitting alone without my friend

I feel I'm not in control
of all the things i used to know
All my sadness built in tears
holding grudges through the years

Ive found the one i want the most
his feelings parasites,I'm the host
He came to me within a dream
and left me with unwanted screams

the fears i felt before he came
now are meek, drown in my shame
and all the hurt Ive felt before
is gone, with him i have no more

So why am i unhappy so
he takes me to places i wanna go
my longing of him has turned bad
I'm yearning for things i had

A youngin they say is all i am
But I'm grown enough to want a man
cant protect me forever you know
eventually you'll have to let go

No one has made me feel this way
happiness each and every day
he'll be the man i need him to be
the one in my dreams, and reality.