In love with the bully

I want to stay
but then I want to go.
Day after day you bring me
to a new low.

My self esteem is out the door.
Why did I ever love you for?

Everyday I ask myself that.
Did you pick on me cuz I was fat?

You said that I was too big.
And when I walked by youd make noises like a pig.

What did I ever do to you.
Besides being in love with you?

I always did what you want.
But then youd turn around to tease and taunt.

You asked me to leave so I would.
I did everything that I could.

Now I sit and look back.
Courage was something that I lacked.

I never had the courage to stand up to you.
But today I do.

Im the one who has changed.
I feel like iv been let out of my cage.

You turned and looked at me.
You then realize I got pretty.

After the way you treated me.
You can never have me.