I wish

I wish that when I look at the stars, my mind doesn't drift to the memories of the beginning.

I wish that when I look outside my heart doesn't flutter at the thought of living without him.

I wish that when I close my eyes to go to sleep, the tears didn't fall silently down my cheeks.

I wish that when I smell flowers I don't remember how he once picked a purple one for me on our walk through the woods.

I wish that when someone speaks of love, my smile doesn't show the sadness in my eyes.

I wish that when I see a shooting star, my heart didn't automatically wish for him...