No matter what you do I cant hate you. You turned your back on me and nearly caused me my death. But I still love you until my last breath. My body tingles with anger and pain at the mere thought of you. But my heart beats with only love. I'm such a fool. I cant even hate someone who doesn't care. I cant hate someone who is never there. I wonder whats wrong with me. Why I cant let you go, then I realize that I'm no longer the one in control. My heart took over the moment you smile at me. No its too stupid to believe that you've left me. It still holds on when I need to let go. But I'm not the one in control.
