Not having you in my life is tearing me apart
I’m crying every night and feel left in the dark
My life isn’t the same and it never will be
Not till you’re back in my life and with me
Having you was the best part of my life
I always hoped that one day I’d be your wife
You say I will and you’re love for me will never change
But we’re not together and the reason is insane
Each night we talk and share our tears
Losing each other is our biggest fear
Each night without you is nightmare in my eyes
But no one knows and they never see me cry
As hard as I try I just can’t get over you
That’s how I know my feelings are true
You tell me I should try and I’ll be okay
But I can’t cause I want you to stay
I wish I could tell you how I feel
But there are just no words to reveal
Just how strong my feelings really are
I can’t hide and just lock them up in a jar
Without you I feel like I’m dieing
I’m so tired of my every night crying
Not having you there to hold me
My heart is slowly turning into debris
People see me everyday just staring into space
They know right away that I’m picturing your face
Hoping that one-day we will be together again
Hoping that one day my heart will mend
