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In the end it ends with pain,
The truth only hurts.
When it does,
It jus make things worst.
When I didn't know, it was,
When I did know, it wasn't.
You are correct, "Your heart decides whom it loves and whom it doesn't."
I don’t want to hurt you
Not now, not here, or in any other another dimension.
At times I am cynosure, the center of attention.
They r drawn to me, by mental attraction.
I’m sorry that I hurt you; I should of have never start chatting.
My life is a complete circle, it turns.
My life is living hell, it burns.
I can’t take it; it puts pressure on my heart.
I should stop and n think, before my mind decides to start.
I will tell the truth, No more lies.
I can feel the pain, Not jus it my heart but in the tears that’s fall from my eyes.
I'm really sorry I apologize.
You said "this only makes you stronger",
Things are hysterical.
This is an awkward position, Jus terrible.
I learned that if some1 really loves another, they’ll come back n forgive you to restart.
From that point on, they’ll have the number 1 spot in your heart.
Who is here, in mine?
So that u know,
The spot may not be taken at this time.......