The pain of u

U hurt me so badly
but some how i still want u
i think maybe i like the pain
the pain of u leaving
but then i may like the joy of u coming back to me
i love u so much
and u said u loved me too
and i believed it
i still do
u said forever
forever together
u planed so far ahead
we didn't get far at all
and forever lasted about 6 months
do u regret it?
u did the first time
do u want me back
because i want u
but i know i will get hurt again
every one tells me
but i think i am addicted to the pain
somehow u make the pain feel good