Depressing time in my life..

We live in a world of pain and misery,
There isn’t anything to look forward to,
There isn’t anything to see,
Knowing that I’ve already lost you

There isn’t a point of living,
Not a point of breathing,
Shedding tears all over the floor,
Just breaking my heart

Every minute that goes by,
Is every minute of pain,
As I still lay on my bed,
Thinking of the times

Life just doesn’t seem to be exciting anymore,
Life and death all around us,
We all wonder when our time is up,
Why not take it now

For then I know what heavens like,
And I see a better future above,
From below its nothing but hurt and pain,
But in the sky there isn’t a worry in sight

As I sleep myself away to this world,
With the pills on the bed side,
Trying to refuse myself,
But it is already too late for now

I only have a couple of hours to live this
Long forgotten life of mine
And all I’m thinking of
Is you…

As I shed my tears that night,
Everyone one of those we’re for you,
And there are so many more to come,
As time ticks away

Your picture on my bed,
Just staring for hours on end,
Trying to forget,
But it’s just not worth it

At least it’ll be the last thing I see,
Living in heaven,
With one thought on my mind,
With one picture in my head

The one and only,
And only thing I’ve ever wanted,
And the only thing that I’ll ever need,
I’ll miss you

This was a time in my life when i was really depressed.. and it just shoudnt be forgotten, for I should never go that far, I just felt like absolute shit