Really sad love story

I always believed in faerie tails
That one day my prince would come
And he would sweep me off my feet
But as i lie in bed to sleep
I realize life is not that sweet
And it would never be that good
But to only grieve

My prince did come one day
he made me very happy
I always said i loved him
Then happily he said he loved me
It was a good relationship
Especially when we shared
Our very first kiss
But it was not that good
I just misunderstood

One day i was waiting for his call
Later to find out
He was kissing this girl at the mall
When i found out
My heart turned cold
I prayed i would die
But i was not that lucky
But all i got was his stupidity
Of his lame excuses once again

When i started to worry
I gave him that call
Of what i found out later that day
Which he did at the mall
He said he did not
But i know he did
Because later he admitted to it

But then he told me
He loved me again
I replied with:
You should of thought that then
I never did dump him
Although i cried every night
All over some stupid guy
Trying to believe him
Starting to live a lie

I love him so much
He probably did not feel the same
He swore and promised
Then the day came

I sat there and cried
With many tears in my eyes
I started slitting myself
Draining my energy
Saving the suffering
For my lack of integrity

I later sat there
Everything was astray
I could not hear a sound
My light has finally gone down
My blood is not moving
My heart is not beating

Maybe if he felt the same
My life would not of been so lame
Now dead i definetly regret
To forgive this guy
I will never forget
I hated myself for not knowing
To do a simple thing

Maybe not hate
But to dislike
To understand
To just wait...
Wait for my new prince
but then, it was just too late

-oh and please write comments on this, i need to know what i did wrong and did good becuase i look forward to writing many better poems, so help me out here loll, and please rate it too!DON'T KILL YOURSELF OVER THOSE STUPID GUYS! GUYS ARE A WASTE OF LIFE!*accept N***-