Love's Indecisiveness

Would you believe me if I told you I never wanted to fall in love
Would you believe me if I told you I never searched for the one

Do you know that many times my heart has been led astray
Do you know that it hurt so much so I began to pray

Can you tell that I have been told a lifetime full of lies
Can you tell that sometimes my soul just ups and dies

On my journey did you question whether or not I truly cared
On my journey did you question what it was I truly feared

Have I ever told you that I would never feel that way
Have I ever told you that when I do my sky always turns to gray

When I told you did you listen to the words I spoke to you
If you did then you would know that I am scared of being so in love with you