My love story

I have a story that i would like to share with you
A fairy tale turned into horror that will leave you breathless
About a love that was thought to be passionate and true.
till this day this story gives me nightmares..leaving me restless

where should i began with this i have so much to share
well...Once upon a time..a time that controlled a major part of me
there was a boy who seemed like he was the answer to ma prayer
i became addicted to him as quick as counting to three

He set me free from a pain i had held inside
I knew there on he was my true love n my only love
I felt i would die if we were ever to divide
with him i was in a magical place undreamed of

he\\\'d whisper softly into my ear n felt chills down my spine.
He was on my mind forever every day n every hour.
When he told me that he would always be mine
I felt like i was forever enslaved in his power

lost in his eyes was a world so divine i felt like i could fly
flying high on wings created by our passion and our romance
then dat one damning day came where he said good bye
that memory still stays in a mind leaving me in a trance

\\\"Why! dont you kno i live 4 you!\\\" i screamed when he left my life forever
he paused then said he said he was tired and said he was bored
Said the spark was never here,not now,not then, not ever
shocked that he did this me...how could he..the one i so adored

then oneday he just disappeared with out a trace
What i thought was everlasting crumbled before me
There was no turning back from the pain i had to face
After being blinded and unable to see what was bound to be

I was left with this pain that rushes through out me and will never go away
after being torn a part into pieces i wanted to lay down and die
I sit here waiting for death while my soul is in a form decay
cause now thats hes gone im withering away, slowly dieng cause of a lie

I wish i never listened to them mesmerizing words that he had spoken
only if i had been stonger and could see that he wasnt true
and if i hadnt put my life in his hands then maybe my heart wouldnt be broken
then maybe i wouldnt be this telling story...a story i wish i never knew