I wanna

I wanna,
tell you how i feel,
because deep down,
you were the only one
that was real.

I wanna be the one
you hold,
because when i look
up at the stars, i remember
the stories you told.

I wanna,
be the one you love,
the girl you change for,
the one sent from up above.

I don't wanna be the one
you diss,
because i am too familiar
with all your little tricks.

I don't wanna keep trying,
because when we don't work,
I'll be the one left crying.

But i do wanna,
stand still,
alone together,
in a world that is unreal.

I wanna,
be the ONLY one,
not just another girl
you have done.

I don't wanna
forget you,
just because your feelings
weren't true.

I don't wanna erase you
and pretend you were
never there,
because it would hurt
to forget all the
memories we have shared.

I wanna,
be able to accept the fact,
that we probably will never be.

I wanna,
accept that when i think of you,
you will only set my life back..
Back to where it started,
that very first summer,
the one I'll always
remember.

-Vanessa-