Have you ever felt that the world
is coming apart
and you don't belong.
That every little thing that you do is wrong and nothing is right.
Everything passes on by like you are not there
what to do you don't know
you say over and over again in
you head.
This all comes to a boy
It's like this
every step he takes I count it
every blink he makes a tear
comes to my eyes.
He says he doesn't care
and I know that there is something there that he knows he cares.
It doesn't matter that he doesn't care it is fine to me.
I LIED
I CARE
IT HURTS TO CARE
AND I HAVE NOBODY TO LOVE
AS OTHER HAVE TO LOVE
AND CALL THERE OWN .
I love his eyes
his smile
his walk
I think I'm in love
what to do I don't know
So now I'm tearing inside
and have nothing to hide.
He smiles and walks on by right next to me but I'm not there
I'm invisible to him
what to do I don't know
I can't go on my stomach is aching
and I want it to stop
So I crawl in a ball and cry
If I pass out will he care
If I change the whole me will
I not be invisible to him anymore
I don't know my own answers to my own questions
what to do
I don't know
