Confused

Days of depression
crying to get to sleep
wanting each day
to just go past me

restless nights
pushing friends away
bringing them close
fighting pain each day

watching the sun
as it come up in the sky
watching the moon
in the grass i ly

missing your smile
teasing me tonight
as i think of you
cuddling me tight

clutching my cure
all is left is you
im addicted
in everything you do

holding me back
from you my heart
waht i want to do
is back at the start

its hard to say
without you ill die
inside my heart
right there i cry

days of heartache
bleeding my eyes
the pain hurts
the scream of cries

sleepless nights
pushing everyone away
bringing them back
dealing with this curse each day

watching myself
cry in the mirror
i need you with me
with every last tear