I have never stopped loving you.

Can I always feel?
While my heart gently heals
Crimson Lace tied around wrists
Binding the anger from my fists

We are both hurt at the end of a fight
I pray alone during a rainy night
Forgive me and my stupid pride
I know that I have also lied.

I just want to let you know
Even though I let you go
When I cry tears of blue
I have never stopped caring for you

You have grown from me
There is more you can now see
Past the false, Behind the mask
You know better than to worship wine from the cask.

In your eyes I see something missing
The spark of life while you are listening to me talk about my day
It is different when you listen to her in that way.

I just want you to know
Even though I let you go
When I cry tears of blue
I have never stopped caring for you

There you are sitting alone
In the library playing with you cell phone
I grab my courage and dismiss my fears
Walk to you hoping you are willing to hear.

In front of you I set my face
I understand you value your space
I still want to be your girl
To be by your side and in your arms for real.

I just want you to know
Even though I let you go
When I cry tears of blue
I have never stopped loving you.

You tell me,"Don't you understand!"
I am now a changed man
This is how it ends
My feelings say we must be friends.

I fight back tears clouding my eyes
Place a smile on my face, my disguise
I shake his hand while he looks surprised
Then walk away clenching my fists to my side.

I just wanted you to know
Even though I let you go
I still love you even though this is rough
But that is still not good enough.