I\'m Waiting...

I’m still waiting for that one true love…
…The one who tells you look beautiful you wake up first thing in the morning
The one who notices when something is bothering you when nobody else does
The one who gives you hugs and kisses just because
The one who goes out of his way to make a romantic night with you
The one who doesn’t care about the price and how expensive a gift is for you
The one who won’t stop giving you googly eyes and staring at you because he is so amazed by you’re beauty
The one who never gets jealous or checks up on you every 5seconds if you have male friends because he trust’s you
The one who never raises his voice or raises a hand at you
The one who I can share my first kiss with
The one who I can have my first pleasure with
The one who buys me flowers on a first date
The one who laughs at my stupid jokes
The one who doesn’t care when I cut the cheese
The one who likes my smile and my laugh
The one who likes me for me

Will I ever find that someone? I am 14 years old. I have never ever ever in my life, kissed a boy. Nobody ever finds me attractive. I’m so ugly! And un-talented, I just wonder why God put me on this earth!!! He put me here so that people can look down on me, so that when girls think they look ugly they can always think of me and it will make them feel much better and beautiful! I can never ever look as good as Beyonce or Christina Milian or Jessica Alba. I’m too ugly for anything!!!!
Why don’t I just die! At least then I will be at peace.
Copyright © Sue 2005