Not just a guy.....He\'s so much more

There he is....
Just sitting there with not a care in the world...
He has to know I'm looking at him, I mean come on everyone else knows thats all I do when I see him.
He turns his head just a little to the side and looks right at me,
I just turn and put my eyes right into my school work.
And even though we are not looking each other in the eyes, I feel like when he looks at me he is looking deep down into my sole.
Just being around him make me feel nervous, and I never feel like that around guys, I tell my self \"Come on he is just a guy.\".
But he is really so much more.
Because I am to afraid of his rejection, I will just sit there and stare.